This morning, I woke up and stood before my full length mirror. I was seeing myself as I am today and in a haze, of who I am 5-6 years ago. I cringe and a "tsk" sound escaped my lips. "I've got to get back in shape!" Not that I'm all big and fat, in fact it's just few pounds more than what I used to have. But the waist is thicker than it was, and in my mind I hear me saying "where did the S shape went?" And then I knew that it's not just the waist...even my hips and thighs are bigger. My back and buttocks a little wider. Yes, my breasts got bigger as well, that I can't complain being small busted before.
BUT then, I know that it is not too late. And that it's not far off for me to achieve my desired shape again...IF ONLY I can get moving!!!
This actually came about after watching late last night my favorite series Friends. I just simply love Jennifer Aniston. She's magnificently oozing with sexiness, though not really in the best of shapes. It's how you carry yourself, but still, YOU HAVE TO HAVE NO FLABS!
With that in mind, my reflection in the mirror smiled believing that I CAN BE SEXY, TOO. I just have to lose some and gain back the confidence I have before as I wear tight clothes, hanging blouses, or anything actually since I know I don't have to hide anything.
Here I go again...promising myself to start with proper dieting and routine exercise. WISH ME LUCK!